My Story
When did I decide to ask for help?
When I was 5 years old I asked the Lord to be with me. I am a firm believer I am where I am today because of my Faith. Honestly, I pinch my self because I remember asking God for some grapes at 5 years old and at 6 years old knocking on doors asking my apartment neighbors how to cook a bake potato. Then, I decided to ask neighbors if I could water their plants at a tender age of 6 or 7 years old. I needed money because we were poor, and I needed to eat.
How did I let go of the pain, hurt and betrayal of abandonment and abuse?
Now that is a loaded question. A lot of work! The pain has eventually gone to a dull ache. My dad left when I was 6. My mom left me with a sucide note at 12. I was alone in a house with no electricity or food and two strange men. I made a decision right there right then to get my education no matter what it took.
Step 1: Got an education
Step 2: Got couseling for the next 10 years
Step 3: Hypnosis worked on myself beliefs for 20 plus years
Step 4: Been journaling over 35 years
What did I do to start my biz all those moons ago in 2009 with $149?
First I got sick and tired of being sick and tired of being lied to at work. I made a decision right there right then never to go back to corporate America. I knew I could survive on little, remember I grew up poor! I just went through a divorce and felt betrayed by my church, and yes even my friends. Mostly, I felt like a failure. Needless to say I was alone and had to sink or swim.
When they say, life goes full circle it does. My education and experience in hospitality from teaching catapulted me into starting one facet of my buisness. Then of course I had all of my licenses of being a financial representative and knew QuickBooks so a general name was created called M&M Biz Solutions on a park bench.